and i hate myself because i don't!  or at least, not all the time.

i'm tired, i don't get enough sleep, the money is not commensurate to the stress levels i'm constantly subjected to, i'm pissed at (some of) the people I work with.  but darn, i love the learning.  seriously.

i sat through three and a half hours of meetings today, discussing the power industry, and i loved every minute of it.  how do you structure your company so it complies with the nationality restrictions while remaining attractive to investors?  how do you ensure long-term unassailability of your business contracts?  can you maintain government guarantees for your loans?  *swoon*

heck, this rush of excitement over another huge project will make me rethink my plans again.  i should really stick to doing grunt work and freaking demanding stupid totally un-interesting corporate housekkeping if i want to make sure i can leave sycip soon.